It seems I need to take my own advice from my previous blog: carving out writing time. I try, but always something comes to interrupt me. However, recently I’ve been trying to implement stricter boundaries. Writing time is sacred. It is valid and valuable. Most of us have someone or something that acts as an energy vampire and needs to be pushed behind the boundary lines.
I work as a teacher by day, and even though we’ve wrapped up most of the school year by now, we still have teacher workdays. I’ve recently gotten an epiphany: next academic year will be different because I don’t get paid extra outside of work to stay up all night or to sacrifice my weekends and holidays doing school work. There has to be limits for work hours not only so I have time that can be used with my family and in relaxation as well as with hobbies that make me happy, but also there must be limits so I have enough time to manage both physical and mental health.
Many of us tend to take care of others first, and we push ourselves like machines trying to keep everyone happy at work or even at home. However, I’ve realized that if I don’t take care of myself, then who will? And my job could replace me easily if I collapse, so why am I working like a racehorse?
In order to draw up boundaries at work, I need to change my mindset and the perspective of others at work that I’ll always be at their beck and call. If it’s outside of business hours, it’s my time. And I need to guard it. I do know that I can’t get an assistant, but I’m going to get what I can do at work done, and then they will have to wait for me to finish within a reasonable amount of time. Some deadlines will have to be met, so there might be occasional work to take home, but not everything is an emergency. So, I’ll be marking down urgent activities into more realistic activities and asking for either more time to get them done or for the easiest way to implement them.
It is the natural right of my spouse and family to have me present with them. My body has the right to rest and relax. And my mind needs quiet time for meditation/ prayer and just for chilling out. And in my free time, I should be able to work on hobbies or projects that I’m passionate about so that I feel fulfilled. I’m not a robot; I’m a human being.
Boundaries are healthy ways to live life. Boundaries are not only for work and supervisors but also for family and friends. Life needs balance, and yes, we should spend time with our loved ones, but we can’t spend every single minute with them. Sometimes being alone and working on a project recharges our hearts and souls and will lead us to be happier and more pleasant to be around.
Media distractions also suck out our energy. We have to choose wisely what we let in and make sure it is truly beneficial to us. Sure, sometimes we need a break and to enjoy some downtime, but it should not consume us. We must be determined to set limits on media time, so we can have peace and quiet as well as to find stillness in our souls. We can devote this extra time to rediscovering ourselves and the activities that truly make us happy and fulfilled.
So, these boundaries can be set. Time can be scheduled in an actual planner. Reminders can be placed. The important goal is to stick to the schedule. Organizing time makes more time for everything we need to get done as well as the activities that we desire to do.
For me, creating a new project lights me up with purpose, and I want to share my insights with the world. If writing is truly like breathing to me, then I must protect my sacred scheduled writing time. And that means setting boundaries that others might not like, but if I am firm in my resolve, then others will have to get on board. Those who love and support me should assist in protecting my sacred writing time while honoring it. Plus, the golden news is that I can choose both what writing time is best for me as well as when is the best time I can find a quiet and peaceful environment while others are busy doing their own activities.
In the end, sometimes there has to be compromise, but I shouldn’t sacrifice my boundaries and my goals. Otherwise, one day I will be filled with regret for not even trying to achieve my dreams.